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Partick: Hey, keep your head high girl i love u like a sis. u loved my brother and that's all that matters to me. always remember he is there with u when times get bad and he will always look out for u. i can't wait to c u again. take care sis

medicine: good article!

Rev. Handy: Hello,Just wanted to stop by and say hello and God Bless..Pastor Handy

john: your right dude uve said wat i need to get off my chest. im gonna go smoke a blunt fuck it!!!!

patrick: hey dude, don't be threatening me. i got no problem with you, but you need to just calm down and drop it. Quit dissin' her on her tag board. chicks lie, get over it. if you don't care, why wont you just leave it alone?

john: if she didnt love me or wasent she could of told me when i asked her if she was ok insted of being a coward. and dont tell me wat to do dude. wtf r u gonna do 2 me?? ill fuck u and anyone you know up bitch!!!! and i would never hurt her physically ever. i cold like her. and read her caption for my pic in her album if u dont think she never loved me. i know she did at first but she said it faded and i felt that too but w/e idc no more..

patrick: hey dude, i know it hurts, but u just have to let it go. don't get me wrong, i have no problem with you, but becca's like my lil sis, and if u do anything to hurt her i'll make sure you get put away for a long long time. did you ever think maybe she cheated cause she wasn't happy with you? or maybe that she never really loved you? and quit calling her a bitch!!! she would bend over backwards to make sure her friends are happy. if you would've just mellowed and not flipped out on her, you guys

john: i even tried to say i was sorry to her and she just kept saying fucked up shit. i really loved her dude and would of done anything 4 her. when i heard she cheated on me it made me idk. she said she would never leave me unless i cheated on her or hit her, and i never even came close to either of them things. and she cheated on me. that shit just hurts when u find that kind of shit. i never lied to her. but idk i hope shes happy tho with her new man. i just cant believe she could be so.......idk e

john: fuck u chump!! that bitch cheated on me and tried to get some ppl to jump me and i never did shit to her so fuck u and her. i had good reason to say and do wat i did. and i treated her like a queen and she cheats on me?? fuck that i couldnt even be friends with a piece of shit like that. but yea i planned on leaving her alone anyways. but yea fuck that cheating bitch!! n u 2 if u got a problem!!

PATRICK: HEY JOHN, u need to leave becca alone. i don't know what happened between u two, but i c why she doesn't want anything to do with you anymore. u just need to grow up and leave her alone. seriously, quit acting like such a little bitch.

john-beccasx: "This I promise, I'll never leave you, My love's forever, and always true" We All Know Thats A Load Of Crap now Dont We???

john: becca is the fakest person i have ever met. i should cuz i dated her for 6 months and she cheated on me. so call her a hypocryte cuz she talks shit in her poems bout jase but then shes worse than him. fucked up shit huh???

john: i miss u becca, i wish you would come back. ur everything to me. im nothing without you...

becca: i wouldnt' worry about what john thinks. i love him and am always faithful, and if he doesn't believe that, well, then he doesn't love. so anyway, i saw ur roommate last night. he laughed at me cause i said sack instead of bag, freakin' jersy people. lol. ur welcome, and i will always b there and nothing will ever stop my friendship.

patrick: hey, what's up? not much, just wanted to say hey. thanx for always being there when i need someone to talk to and i hope john doesn't think i'm trying to take u away from him. the way u talk about him, it must b nice, hang on to it as long as u can, and maybe it'll all work out. well, plus tard.

becca: je suis avec un type appelé John maintenant que je suis dans l'amour je ne me suis jamais senti que de cette façon avant que ce soit genre d'effrayant je vais se déplacer hors de ma maison cet été. je peux à peine attendre bien, cela est tout pour maintenant, écris en arrière plus tard.

avery: hey becca, c'est vraiment frais sont vous deux allant connecter ou ce qui ? quand est-ce que j'obtiens de le rencontrer ? je suis encore célibataire, mais est-il correct, est-ce que j'aime pouvoir avoir un type différent chaque jour où êtes vous allant monter et me voir ? Josh indique salut bien, j'a dû aller plus tard.

Patrick: i have the vid done and am getting ready to send it to you. sorry it took so long. plus tard. p.s. sorry if i embarassed u in front of your parents.

becca: hey avery, J'ai rencontré ce type punk vraiment chaud le week-end passé. Nous sommes totalement dans toute la même substance et il aiment des entretiens à moi chaque nuit. Son nom est Vince et il joue la basse. Bien, j'ai dû aller, ainsi je peux finir mon travail. Plus tard

patrick: hey becca, what's up? not much here, just prepping for my french exam. I can't wait to hang out with you this weekend. Well, g2g, so I can study. plus tard.

Monday, July 3rd 2006

11:16 AM

Shattered Sentiment

Mood:
Music: Red Jumpsuit Aparatus: Face Down

it was indeed a drab and dull afair
when I saw him enter the crouded hall
his face my sunrise, his eyes a fixed glare
my knees began to shake as leaves in fall.

he was the light to chase demons away.
my heart began to prance, and jump, and dance.
I hoped we would be together some day.
with eyes wide I took my chance at romance.

with deep intent I watched his every move
a billion slight smiles and vague hellos,
my instant love impossible to prove
at rejection my love comes to a close

he broke my heart and yet I feel for him
my future with men appears rather grim.

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Posted by becca lumsden:

hey guys, just thought i'd put a little side note on this one. this is and elizabethan sonnet and is the one piece of writing i have spent the most time on. i'm open to constructive criticism and hope you like what i have.

Monday, July 3rd 2006 @ 11:28 AM